Sunday, August 2, 2009
{ 6:57 PM }
Months past,n ive been bz with work & enjoying life. Here i am, back again. Im on ma 5 Days MC. Influenza-Like illness. Realli sucks. Barely eat, sleep n worst, i can even taste a single thing. I've been depending on Koko Crunch for the past few days as that was the only thing i could taste a lil bit & after that, i took ma medicine & off to bed again. Its like a eat & sleep thingy but i can still feel the pain. N to the boy who passed this disease around, thank u! Everyone is cursing on u bro! When u know that you are sick, you should be staying at home resting & not going for training. Even if you want to participate in akar mekar, atleast make yourself well first! Arghh. Bingit ako! Haha. N so, im feeling sleepy now. Gd bye. I'll update regularly from now on. :)
Monday, May 25, 2009
{ 6:17 AM }
I miss ma sat.ur.day.ers. tho! Lets go bowling tys weekend yaw!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
{ 5:37 AM }
Hey all, im back. 2 weeks afta everthing passed smoothly. Yeah, n de most important thang, i had lotsa fun.
SAS 18th ann was held at Changi Aloha Chalet or should i say, Goldkist Chalet? Hehe. Yeah, it was supposed to be at Changi but, due to swine flu, we were chased out from the chalet and we are given only an hr to do so. Can you just imagine how we rush to clean the whole place up afta all the things we've prepared? Haha. So, everyone is showing their sleepy face afta the clean up but still, we didn't even take a nap. Everyone was oh so tired. But i did enjoi the night before which is on the 30th of April. It was ma 21st bdae. How shocked was i when out of a sudden, everyone singing a bdae song and i realli didn't noe that they are singing for me. Turned ma head to the right looking at ma brother, he pointed to ma back n wen i turn, guess wat? Ma dearest sat.ur.days.ers. bought 2 cakes for me. I was soooo soooo happy even though it is going to be midnight. No matter wat, i still love em de most. Thanks a million to dearest sat.ur.day.ers. for making things happen. Cake cutting session, "saboing" session. Haha, i got this vomit smell on ma face, but nvrm, i didn't dare to stay in de toilet for long as i have this eeery feeling when im all alone in de toilet. Haha. Back to the de tym we got chased awae, can you just imagine how stress everyone there got when we get this bad news? Till ade yang kepale semut2. Haha. But, thank god, we got a day at East Coast Goldkist chalet for a dae. So, all of us make our way dere. When we reach dere, we still got to wait for 2hrs before de check in tym. So, de dudes played takraw, while aza n maself made this right move by sleepin in de lorry. Yes, we were sweating lyk crazie, but nvrm, we are just tooo tooo tired. Hahah. Afta a long wait, abg ady drove us back home to get the food as ma aunt was doin the cooking and of course, me n bro get changed as well. Back to de chalet n dat is wher de party started.
A week afta, momma n daddy made a belated bdae pit for me. How happy was i with both maternal n paternal side around. De place was oh so kecohrable. Haha, i was so happy dat all i invited drop by. Except for two, Ikhwan n Irzam. Nvrm. I understand dat ya'll r bz. I felt sorie for Aza as he have to work de dae afta n he actualli stay till late till hys hp batt when flat. Haha, sorie Aza but yeah realli appreciated your presence. And to Huda too. Thx a million for droppin by but sorie dat i fell asleep before you left. Heh, i was too tired. Afta a long day dere, as early as 11 the next dae, we head home and haf our sweetest sleep at our sweetest bed. Hah
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
{ 6:52 AM }
2 more daes to go and here i go.im turning 21!!omg.im getting older dae by dae.haha. well, lyk wat i sae, ma 1st wish is to have hym back. i dun tink i should be mentioning the name here. 2ndly, to have sat.ur.day.ers by ma side. 3rdly, i want a song!i mean a song written n sang by emself. Haha. From anyone will do! I will appreciate that the most. Yeah, i dun noe y, till todae, ya still in ma mind & heart. I have nvr ever wanted to open ma heart for another guy. I noe its kinda stoopid but this is something no one can ever get me awae from reality. I felt the pain each tym i tink about hym. De pain no one can ever imagine. Watever it is, i wish for the best. And it is alwaes to haf u back. Im still in lurv with you boy.
Friday, April 24, 2009
{ 5:52 AM }
I was wondering,every single day, why this things always come to me. Have i been a bad friend? After all i put myself into it, i make the circle of friends grow, at the end of it, i got step and thrown. Far away. Where is my wrong? Tell me. Don't say the work bestfriend for the sake of saying it or for the sake of the years of friendship we built. I've tried my very best to be nice to everyone one. But end of it, i'll drop. Each time i were to bring this topic up, i'll get response like "Mane ade, kau ni sensitive sangat lah" Before you people say this, have you people ever think how hard i try to put things in hand and in the end, i got shits back. I felt hurt. Its too painful till each time i think about it, my tears will flow down my cheek. Tell me, Show me and do whatever ya'll can as long as i know why all this things happen. I miss those times when all of us were together, laughing ourselves out like no body business and share our troubles together. Now, i got no one to talk to. I don't know who i could share my problems with. I got not even a person i could trust again to share everything together. Maybe because i'm fat & ugly, these are the reasons people stay away. Mum always remind me, not to be very nice to people as people will always step on my head again and again. But, i told myself, its ok. I know that they are my true friends. I was wrong. Totally wrong about all this. I really need a friend to talk to. I'm having a big problem now and i really don't know who i can express it to. The pain in me now is really killing me. At times, i just think that if i'm not gonna be around in this world anymore, everyone will be smiling. And that is when the sorrow's end. To the one's who is reading this, i'm very sorry if you people think that i got this wrong, its just the feeling i have in me and how sad i am now, no one knows except me, myself and i. Thanks for everything.
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
{ 8:59 AM }
Been very busy lately. Very2 busy with everything.Especially work. At the same time, i was too busy enjoying life with ma love ones. Yeah, the most important thing is, i've got all the pictures we took using Ikhwan's camera and just imagine how happy was i. Haha. But resizing 700 photos ain't funny at all. Tag along with brother to Dikir Comp, Trainings and lots more. Dun ask me y, i was just so much into Dikir now. So, i got myself busy with those. Ma 21st bdae is coming soon. Very very soon and i can't wait for the day to come. Taggin along with brother again to SAS chalet on the 30th till the 3rd of May. So, i can't wait for all the fun. And people, i want alot of gifts okae!! Haha. Nah, all i wanted was to be there celebrating with ya'll. N so, i have nothing much to talk about. Just feeling tired after a long week at work and staying late very single day. Photos is uploaded at Friendster & Facebook.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
{ 5:01 AM }
After a long period of tym. N finally,i take every min now updating ma blog. Been bz lately with work and also life. Many thangs happened during tys long period of tym. Haha. Yeah. Let me list out a lil bit of the thangs dat have been going on.A company dinner at Gayatri's with all de staff of Skatool Asia P. Pte Ltd was fun indeed. We never stop eating. Im loving de fish head curry. Wow. De taste was superb. Haha. N so afta hrs n hrs of dinner, we took a company photo. Damn, everyone was standing straight like as if dey were takin a passport photo. Its onli me n viki hu stands out in de photo. Haha.
On a sunday, i tag along with ma bro to dikir comp at bishan. Yeah, SAS was great dat dae. As usual, end of de dae, Neng Nyno bgt de champion trophy home. "TIAP2 TAHUN, SAMER" Haha. I guess all de dikir barat ppl noes dat phrase. Haha. It was raining heavily and make me feel hungry at de same tym, angry. Haha. Dat someone was dere and i guess its nuttin new for me as i alwaes saw hym here n dere. But yeah, past is past and now, i manage to get over thangs dat i alwaes tink its impossible for me to get over it. I was happy n proud of maself. N yeah, i was happy dat dae. i got new frens, lyk Hudz (eventhough i knew she was Koko's gf,i didn't even once talk to her), Ain & of course de rest of SAS members.
And yeah, congrats to Dian n Yazid hu just got married. De deco was superb both at Dian's & Yazid's. Huhu, so wen is mine? Hopefully soon.
And to great granny, may god forgive all de wrong doings you've done wen u r still ard. We love u.
A week afta, momma n daddy made a belated bdae pit for me. How happy was i with both maternal n paternal side around. De place was oh so kecohrable. Haha, i was so happy dat all i invited drop by. Except for two, Ikhwan n Irzam. Nvrm. I understand dat ya'll r bz. I felt sorie for Aza as he have to work de dae afta n he actualli stay till late till hys hp batt when flat. Haha, sorie Aza but yeah realli appreciated your presence. And to Huda too. Thx a million for droppin by but sorie dat i fell asleep before you left. Heh, i was too tired. Afta a long day dere, as early as 11 the next dae, we head home and haf our sweetest sleep at our sweetest bed. Hah
